desireerichard

we're both are perfect in a fucked up way;
you talk too much,
but I like what you say.
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take my hand across this slippery ice,
i promise, we’ll make it
and if we don’t, we will fall together
~~
when you're passing by me,
i just want to do every little thing
she wouldn't do for you.
how could anyone not fall in love with you.

Very happy. One month almost here :) yay lol

because the truth is, it doesn't
really matter who i used to be.
it's all about who i've become.
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isn't this the best part of breaking up,
finding someone else you can't get enough of - someone who wants to be with you too
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awkward moments define me.

I'd sleep all day if I could. I lack the

capability to keep my mouth closed. yeah,

everyone has bad days, I just have more frequent

ones. If you don't like me, don't act like you do;

it really won't offend me. I've made mistakes,

I've let people take advantage of me, and

I have accepted way less than I deserve.

have the courage to fail big and stick around.
make them wonder why you're still smiling.
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You may not know it yet, maybe you'll never even think about it,

you're going to meet a lot of girls throughout your life,

and maybe a lot of them will be special to you,

but I'm telling you right now, you'll never find another me.
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I can see myself waking up next to you,
your face being the first thing I see everyday,
with that bed - head hair and that sleepy smile

i've never been scared of someone before,
sometimes a little intimidated,
but never scared.
but you, you scare me.
with your beautiful eyes and your amazing smile.
i'm scared that i'll want to love you forever
and you'll only want me for a few moments
in your life.
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The things that didnt't go the way you wanted;
Suddenly, you feel grateful to them.
Because those are the things that led you here.
To this.
~~
Sometimes you'll never know the true
value of a moment until it becomes a memory.

I could feel this way.
tonight before I left him he told me I was his brand of heroine.
AH! i almost died I was so happy :)
~~

Sometimes someone says something really small and it fits right into this empty place
in your heart.

~~

thats it.
thats all there is to say :):):):):):)

Guy says;

I know you're not perfection.

To me, you're so much more.

I know we may not have forever,

So I treasure every moment with you,

Incase another one isn't in store.

Yes, I’d like the sunshine.

But I’ll stand with you through the rain.

Your happiness is my happiness.

So I’ll do whatever I can to ease your pain.

When I first saw you smile, I fell in love at once.

And even deeper I fell, the first time I saw you cry.

It was at that moment I realized,

I wanted to protect you. and always be the

one to wipe the tears from your eyes.

I know that life is difficult, and has given you

more than your fair share of pain and lies, but that's

why I’ll be your strength when yours falls broken...

And give you my wings to fly.
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photography + music: the two things that

define a person in my opinion. people take

pictures of things that are important to them,

or they think are nice, I guess? and the most

personal thing you can ever take from a person

is their playlist; their lives are wrapped up in

that music, and to each individual, each

song has a true meaning.
~~
sitting in the sun, I never felt

anymore at home. you, and

your southern charm made

me fall in love. the breeze

blew, and the guitar played.

this is the way it should be.

life is not a game
so dont play me

Im not looking for the answer
Im trying to find myself happiness.
But, you keep throwing me through a spin
A were a douche bag the whole time we were together
but now you tell me that you care and were falling.
what the fuck.
is this just another one of your games
just to get me away from him and back to you
so you can leave me again?
its not going to work
he makes me happy
i feel wanted and pretty around him
all we did was argue and fight
so you said you were done
just like every other time
except this time I chose not to come back
im done with you being able to hurt me
I gave you my heart at hello and you tore it apart
Im not letting it happen again
You may qrite about me now
but you've written about a thousand other girls
and you'll forget about me
just like you forgot about them...
I'll be just another few blogs just like the rest of them.

i see the world in him,

and it's not because i put

my world in him. it's

because when i just look

at him, i see reasons for

brilliant things i never

could have seen in

this world before.
~~
awkward moments define me.

I'd sleep all day if I could. I lack the

capability to keep my mouth closed. yeah,

everyone has bad days, I just have more frequent

ones. If you don't like me, don't act like you do;

it really won't offend me. I've made mistakes,

I've let people take advantage of me, and

I have accepted way less than I deserve.
~~
you said you wanted me to fall in

love again, and maybe one day

I will. but there are all kinds of

love out there. this is my one and

only life, and it’s a great and terrible

and short and endless thing, and

none of us come out of it alive.

If you're going to love me, love me deeply.

if you're going to break my heart, then break it all.

if you're going to care, care for me completely.

if you decide not to hold me, don't let me fall.

if you're going to stay, then stay forever.

if you want to leave, then do it now.

if you're going to change, change for the better.

if you're going to talk, mean what you say.

I want someone that looks forward

to seeing me every day, that notices

when I dress up, and thinks I’m

beautiful when I dress down.
~~

sometimes i think i am out of my league,

and then sometimes i think i can dream.

sometimes i wish i could be the one fish

that you choose out of all in the sea.
:)
~~

love is not about finding the

right person, but creating a

right relationship. it's not

about how much love you

have in the beginning, but how

much love you build till the end.

do more than exist, live.
do more than touch, feel.
do more than look, observe.
do more than read, absorb.
do more than hear, listen.
do more than listen, understand.
do more than think, ponder.
do more than talk, say something.

this is what im now doing

i was falling, but it was too far down.
you said you’d catch me before i hit the ground.
but the walls were too strong, and i’m finding it
too hard to breathe. when i expect you to
catch me, you just turn around and leave.


someone always has it worse off then you,
but that doesn't mean your pain doesn’t count.

I don’t wanna know
all the things
she does better
& how the past
just doesn’t matter

&& How will you know Im hurting,
if you cannot see my pain.
To wear it on my body,
tells what words cannot explain.


&& Just because her eyes dont tear,
doesnt mean her heart doesnt cry...
and just because she comes off strong,
doesnt mean theres nothing wrong



Behind every girls smile
are things no one else
will ever understand.

im a terrible person for what ive done
I know this
but, it doesnt change the fact that its happened
he's still your best friend
even if im nothing to u
please dont let this get in between you two
im so not worth it

As of right now
Im tired and alil thirsty
but, u made me feel special anf pretty and smart and happy
Do u understand that no one has ever made me feel all that at once?
i should not be this happy right now
we have to wait this out
im not getting hurt this time
u & me
we'll have to take it slow
but, know that ur amazing in my eyes
and im glad that i make you as happy as you make me

i hurt so bad i want to cry
cry for everything thats lost to me
and nothing that ive gained from either experience
I know death is inevitable
but, so isnt the break up
at the same time it could have been avoided
Gramps with my gram and they're both happy
looking down on my family and I
And in a way thats what I have to look forward to
Seeing them again and being happy with my family
I have no tears left to cry...

I still dont know how to feel today.
Im still kinda numb.
I miss my gramp and i miss you
but, ive learned that i dont want you back
this was the last time
you wont get me again
I'm gone
I hope this makes you happy